Thursday, July 19, 2007

testing, 1..2..3..

I don't know what to say. With all that's been happening, I must admit it's been hard not to get depressed. I still don't have a job, though everyone says I should have gotten one by now and that they are "crazy not to hire me." Apparently "they" aren't aware of this. My mom has been in and out of the hospital 4 times in the last few weeks, and I don't have the money to keep driving over there to be with my family. I feel helpless and lost, and I'm trying SO hard to be patient and to have faith that this will all work out for the best.

I guess it's these times that really test your integrity and faith, huh? I hope this is a test I can look back and say I passed with flying colors.


Anonymous said...

you should read and meditate on the book of Job...God tested him just to show satan up! the ultimate faith story (i believe) is his. it will most def give you the needed encouragement :) I LOVE YOU! I MISS YOU! ~Victoria

David Malcolm said...

Hey Kari... that sounds really tough. I know what it's like to be jobless and wonder what the heck is taking so long with those losers you dropped you resume of to to realize you're amazing and hire you. I hope you find work real soon, and I'm sure your family will understand that you can't always be driving out to spend time them.

just be patient, and go for a walk to clear your head regularly. Staying inside all the time isn't good for you, and the sun will help make you happier. Seriously make sure not to stay inside too much.

Anonymous said...

I love you!


Anonymous said...

God totally answers your prayers!
have faith and hope.
love ya